Continues from the previous post :)

....Well, I am not sure what happened with the last post up settings, there was mistake in typing and I could not edit it, and that was why it seems hang somewhere in the last paragraph.

I talked a lot about my spiritual life and a bit of social life, my study and few things, and now, my relationship. I am no longer single and available. I am owned. I thank God for himself, as a my partner, my friend, my best friend, my family and even my enemy. We have so much ups and downs, happy and sad times, we are all together. I could say no one know me better than him. There are few people, but he is one of them. He knows the worst of myself too.

I try to cherish every moment with him, but sometimes, we just did not click and things does not go in my or his way and we had small argument. For me, little single thing matters a lot and I get moody because of these little things; when he was busy with his gadget, not really talking to me. I may not be understanding enough for him sometimes, especially if he is tired or enjoying his gadget and all. I want and tend to have his attention most onto me most of the time. So, sometimes, if we do not talk much, I may think this and that. He said I think and worry too much. Yes, I am!!! :)

Hmmm...This is our third year being together. I appreciated everything and every time we spent and would spend in future. For everything he did, my thanks would never be enough to thank him. I know, everyone know that he loves me so much. I know that too...Thanks Melvin Seah Yew Chin!*wink* wink* Me love you too!

Anyway, he is really the type who say I love you through actions, until one point that, I compared and complain to him that why you never be romantic enough? Hahahaha...He said I am demanding and hardly to fulfill and know exactly what I want. He feel restless sometimes because of me. I am truly sorry too. My way loving him may be different from the way he wanted me actually wanna be. I am not yet be the kind hearted lover, understanding, generous and not selfish lover, everyone wanna be one for sure. Me too! Hopefully that would really come to me one day! Not much I hope besides blessings from Him and people around us upon our relationship! May this and us be blessed and be blessings :)

Ps:

Do cherish each moment and time, try harder and put effort. Taking care and planting the relationship just like planting the tree; enough fertilizer, sun, water. Thanks for reminding me on this. I love you and thanks.