It has been months since my last post. I miss blogging, but I am lazy enough to write as well. I think I have to start write again. It is a way for me to keep record of my life's events and share them around someday publicly.
I have been married for two months eighteen days. It is still very new for me and my husband I believe, but there is not much different. Perhaps, each of us has our own schedule and activity. Thankfully, it is still the same, more or less or at least, not much changes at the moment. Some naive thought that always get me mad on my husband or moody is always one that the beginning of marriage life is sweet and full of romance. Too much movie or drama for me, maybe? Hehehe..At certain time, I really understand the real scene behind marriage life; not everyday is a Valentine day, full with romance and cuddle of both. After a day fighting outside, perhaps, when we meet, one or two of us is lazy to start any conversation. One or two of us prefer to rest and enjoy the movie or some personal activities. This is definitely not me, it is more likely to be my husband. I would always want to know, love to share and ask about his day, but MAN is a MAN. They don't talk after a tiring day. They rather watch movie and rest or playing with their gadget. This is my man. Sometimes, I try to understand, sometimes, I really could not understand too. He could text with his gadgets most of the time, but not with me. I am scared that there is a communication problem between us that would drift us a part unconsciously. Well, maybe I am thinking too much? ;)
Many more for me and him to learn all the way till death do us a part. I always pray that both of us can learn to be better wife and husband. I really do hope too, no matter what and how busy we are, we could still try to understand the needs of both us; to be UNDERSTOOD, to be TRUSTED, to HAVE A DATE, to HAVE SOME CUDDLES and SOME QUALITY TIME mentally, physically and spiritually. In short, a balance life as a husband, a wife, a friend, a family and a person. It is not an easy task, but surely we will do it together with His guidance. Here may I pray for him and both of us:
"Lord Jesus, I know and I realize I do not always thank you for everything in my life. I am yet to have a habit to always spend time with you. I want this prayer to be just that Lord. Thank you for my
marriage and for giving me a man who would be so very patient and
loving. I am incredibly grateful for the opportunity to experience life
with my husband, good times, hard times and all the in between. I am
also thankful for how you use my marriage to teach me and refine my
character. Please do so each day in our journey together. Thank you for the families, friends and job You place me in now, a roof over my head and the closet full of
clothes I get to choose from daily. Thank you for the food and the beauty of creation that is
pleasing to look at. I am amazed every day of the detail you poured into
creation and it reminds me of your loving kindness. Thank you for your
love, please use everything you have given to me to transformed me! Thank you for guiding me and for listening
to me and for pursuing me. I pray I can love you with all of my heart,
always to thank you and give you the glory. In Jesus’ name, AMEN!"
